in one second
the word is out
the lights blinking
your eyes are twitching
your mouth moves
with a tingling sensation
you lie
.
.and a moment after
a shadow of doubt
.
the high score is
that moment
in between
when all is fine
it’s fine
until it’s gone and
.
I find it unspeakable
the sensation between my thighs
I can’t control it
so I hide
.
I only venture
in my mind
.
how is it
that I feel the freedom inside
bursting out
on the edge
on the edge of fire
like bursting on flames
fire
it rains
.
and I
feel my veins dilate
I am afraid
cause I can’t differentiate
love from
the storm of information
I feel captured in
my own sensation
of desire
I can’t
I am on fire
.
.
.
-detonatord