in one second

the word is out

the lights blinking

your eyes are twitching

your mouth moves

with a tingling sensation

you lie

.

.and a moment after

a shadow of doubt

.

the high score is

that moment

in between

when all is fine

it’s fine

until it’s gone and

.

I find it unspeakable

the sensation between my thighs

I can’t control it

so I hide

.

I only venture

in my mind

.

how is it

that I feel the freedom inside

bursting out

on the edge

on the edge of fire

like bursting on flames

fire

it rains

.

and I

feel my veins dilate

I am afraid

cause I can’t differentiate

love from

the storm of information

I feel captured in

my own sensation

of desire

I can’t

I am on fire

.

.

.

-detonatord