Know Fear

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Know fear

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no pain no gain
before you reach the end
you feel you´re going insane
can´t retrain the brain
cause´you´re locked up
in emotional strain
and every try to fix things
is trying in vain

until one day you´re fed up
can´t get your head up
you´ve let yourself down
and you give up
with nothing left to defend
you completely surrend
without knowing
it´s the beginning
it´s not the end

what doesn´t kill you makes you stronger
but you can´t take it any longer
you´re living your life like Sisyfos
behind every victory
is a god damn loss
by now
you think it´s a cross you must bear
you can´t see
it´s been the road to know fear
now
you´re too weary to feel it
you´re one step away
to be able to heal it

you´re fed up
can´t get you´re head up
you´ve let youself down
and you give up
with nothing left to defend
finally
you can completely surrend
knowing
it´s the beginning
and not the end

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-detonatord

The Paradox

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We have ourselves a paradox
of individualistic thought
The drought
Of selfishness sought
by consumer mentality
Convinced that you are free
to buy your normality
But in reality
You are depending
on a system
not worthy of defending

You are sending
your kids to school
and recommending
that they shut down their mind
to blend in
To voluntarily give up the free will
the schools are designed to kill

Knowledge repeated
until the free mind is defeated
Abandon creativity-
and fear becomes deep seated
Easily controllable
as the soul becomes depleted

 

You built your house on sand
Adopting the beliefs of your
fellow man
Still thinking you are
out of the box
While you are still trapped
in this paradox

 

It’s called government because
they want to govern us in herds
The cage is so comfortable
we don’t even know we’re birds
They have us incapacitated
So severed from our bodies
we’re practically decapitated

Desensitized and divided
beyond recognition
We are kegs in their wheels
of propaganda repetition
Individual thought is mere superstition
when you still abide by their rules of
war and collision

When they keep us in herds and in
in segregation
They uphold the illusion
of separation
We blindly accept their
categorization
We oblige and we vote and
detect no correlation
Of our growing pain
and our most important relation:
The Earth dies without our
minds evolving and elation

 

 

You built your house on sand
Adopting the beliefs of your
fellow man
Still thinking you are
out of the box
While you are still trapped
In this paradox

 

We have lost our senses
and we call it common sense
You do everything «right»
and still you’re stressed up
and tense
The government wants you
to build your defence
So they teach every man
to fend for himself
And our egotistical mindset
finds a natural outlet
We project toward each other
And destroy the Earth
our Mother

Our paradox is even written in the word
Individ-dualistic,
Take your freedom of choice
And find your inner voice
Is a mystic

Waking up means thinking independently
And it means waking up from duality
The paradox says
You need to use your individuality
To wake up from this selfish reality

And by using your freedom
you are finally seeing
that we are one
All colors and shapes
in one
Beautiful being


-detonatord

Landscapes of definition

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Through landscapes of infinity
I form new definitions
I meet my own judgement
In each possible moment
There is a new recognition
And I shed my layers of superstition
That life is unreal
balancing my life to an even keel
I heal
Old canyons of wrong premonitions
Like wrinkles in my face
I want to face my challenges with grace
Consciously reshaping my definition
I can summon a brighter vision
To be aware of my steps on the ground
And learn how to listen before I make a sound

I went down when the trail became steeper
I found myself going in
Coming deeper
The red rocks were talking
They spoke through my feet
While I was walking
The story I hear
From the stones when it’s clear
Is a tale of no definitions of fear
There’s no need to worry ‘bout identification
My soul is an endless expression of creation.

-detonatord