Integrity

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INTEGRITY

My serenity
was kindled
through my
hard earned integrity
Learned by severity
Churned in scarcity
of love, thinking I was good
A misinterpreted longing
to be understood
I gave away my power
thinking that I should
give up everything
that could
reveal me
I thought this
denial would
heal me
Feel me
I didn’t know
this way
you could
steal me
Still hiding
when I wanted
you to see me
All the while
I had to
be the one
to free me
Balancing
light and dark
to be me
.
To put up
boundaries
might seem aggressive
A massive change
to your surroundings
They can’t see
the mountain
you are mounting
Your life is up hill
counteracting
past beliefs
And still
for every boundary
you maintain
You’re back is straightened
by the integrity
you gain
.
They say
you shouldn’t have
aggressive behavior
But if you’re lacking
back bone
anger is your saviour
The darkness is there
though under
suppression
Without recognition you might
explode in confession
Or you’re like me
You implode by the pressure
to drown in self loathing
beyond any measure
.
You’re climbing
the ladder
of uncertainty
Life came without
warranty
Guaranteed
you’ve got to
fight for your integrity
But every step
is worth it
Like self worth
you have to birth it
with complete love
For your wildness
turns into the
most incredible kindness

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The Paradox

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We have ourselves a paradox
of individualistic thought
The drought
Of selfishness sought
by consumer mentality
Convinced that you are free
to buy your normality
But in reality
You are depending
on a system
not worthy of defending

You are sending
your kids to school
and recommending
that they shut down their mind
to blend in
To voluntarily give up the free will
the schools are designed to kill

Knowledge repeated
until the free mind is defeated
Abandon creativity-
and fear becomes deep seated
Easily controllable
as the soul becomes depleted

 

You built your house on sand
Adopting the beliefs of your
fellow man
Still thinking you are
out of the box
While you are still trapped
in this paradox

 

It’s called government because
they want to govern us in herds
The cage is so comfortable
we don’t even know we’re birds
They have us incapacitated
So severed from our bodies
we’re practically decapitated

Desensitized and divided
beyond recognition
We are kegs in their wheels
of propaganda repetition
Individual thought is mere superstition
when you still abide by their rules of
war and collision

When they keep us in herds and in
in segregation
They uphold the illusion
of separation
We blindly accept their
categorization
We oblige and we vote and
detect no correlation
Of our growing pain
and our most important relation:
The Earth dies without our
minds evolving and elation

 

 

You built your house on sand
Adopting the beliefs of your
fellow man
Still thinking you are
out of the box
While you are still trapped
In this paradox

 

We have lost our senses
and we call it common sense
You do everything «right»
and still you’re stressed up
and tense
The government wants you
to build your defence
So they teach every man
to fend for himself
And our egotistical mindset
finds a natural outlet
We project toward each other
And destroy the Earth
our Mother

Our paradox is even written in the word
Individ-dualistic,
Take your freedom of choice
And find your inner voice
Is a mystic

Waking up means thinking independently
And it means waking up from duality
The paradox says
You need to use your individuality
To wake up from this selfish reality

And by using your freedom
you are finally seeing
that we are one
All colors and shapes
in one
Beautiful being


-detonatord