Love transformed

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Love transformed

.

a boy was loved
when his father
hit him hard
so his own love transformed
his heart
standing guard
.

a girl was loved
when her mother
left in spite
her own love transformed
her heart
ready to fight
.

a boy was loved
when his mother
abused him
his own love transformed
his heart
always refusing
.

a girl was loved
when her father
had gin
her own love transformed
she´d let nobody in
.

unable to recognize
that their love was insane
they grew up to be parents
to add to the chain
another generation
of unbelievable pain

.
.

-detonatord

Rich Defense

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Rich defense

.

your chest was swollen

and your hands were clenched

I wished to rip your heart out

through your rich defense

scars collided

and like cars we crashed

our bones were splintered

when our ribs got smashed

after

your heart stood bare

in plain sight to see

you unfolded your empty ribcage

to me

allthough we were broken

beyond repair

I picked up the pieces

of my hearts despair

allthough I realized that

we were one

from the beginning

I couldn´t help but notice

that in fact

you watched me grinning

.
.
-detonatord

Undeserving

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undeserving
is unworthy
it´s unnerving
how I have to earn it
when am I gonna learn it
.

pleasure of being
it has no price tag
that I´m seeing
yet I shouldn´t
since I haven´t
done the dishes
no I wouldn´t
gotta save up on
my wishes
and I´ll live the next day
.

undeserving
is unworthy
it´s unnerving
how I have to earn it
when am I gonna learn it
.

satisfied
defied
working in your window
of time
watching the sun
smiling by
yet
you shouldn´t go out
before the rain comes back
no
you wouldn´t
gotta keep the schedule on track
living for tomorrow
.

undeserving
is unworthy
it´s unnerving
how I have to earn it
when am I gonna learn it
.

molded
I feel like I´m folded
can´t get my head up
to catch my breath
if I have to deserve it
it´ll be my death

.

.

-detonatord